January 15, 2006 How do you tell the one you love..... You know they've done you wrong..... How do you tell them you've had enough..... And from this day you're gone..... How do you look them in the eye.... Only to feel the pain..... How do you not try..... Knowing you'll never hold them again.... Saying goodbye.... Has never been easy to do.... Saying goodbye .... Has never been my strong suit.... Saying goodbye..... I know I don't really want to.... But my heart knows I should.... Say Goodbye.... How do you move on the next day.... When the sun comes up ..... How do you carry on the same way..... When you know your heart is stuck..... How do you make it through..... When your thoughts are somewhere else.... How do you manage to go on ..... Worrying about only yourself..... Ah...... . Saying Goodbye..... Has never been easy to do..... Saying goodbye ...... Has never been my strong suit..... Saying goodbye...... I know I don't really want to.... But my heart knows I should ..... Say Goodbye...... How do you make it through..... The cold and empty nights alone..... How do you get passed the mourning..... How do you face the world on your own...... How do you let your dreams go....... When it seems their right before you.... How do you tell your heart no..... How do you convince yourself it's for you.... Saying Goodbye ..... Has never been easy to do........ Saying goodbye ..... Has never been my strong suit.... Saying goodbye..... I know I don't really want to..... But my heart knows I should ...... Say Goodbye...... Ah ah ..... Say Goodbye.... I know I ...Just need to say.... I know why I..Just have to say.... Say.... Goodbye....

When I call your name......... Do you hear me........... Things haven't been the same... I know you can see....... I need answers to questions...... Only you would know..... I thought you'd be here..... To watch my children grow..... Why did you have to go.... Our lives have fallen apart... Since you had to go..... Why did you go...... Why did you leave.... This something I need to know.... To end my grief..... Why aren't you here ..... Standing by my side today.... I need your strength...... You always knew just what to say... Almost three years gone by now..... Still it doesn't make sense...... I'll never know how ..... To speak of you in past tense.... I knew you as my hero.... Somehow, I thought you were made of stone... I never imagined I'd have to let you go.... So why did you go..... Tell me, why did you leave...... This is something I must know.... To end my grief..... Your memory is all I have now.... Old photos make me cry... I thought you'd come back somehow.... Instead I left wondering why... Why did you have to go... Why did you have to leave... But, I'll never know.... I'll never have .... I'll just grieve... I'll just grieve....